- Mood:accomplished
Omg! Today has been such a freaking
hectic day. First my parents found out about me skipping school dang it ! I had a long lecture on the improperiety of the situation. I know I shouldn't have and I regret each mention of it although I revel in the peace that I had gotten in the moment. Yes. I hope I wouldn't have to do so again"-.- Secondly, there was kecohness like pasarmalam at school when a girl I knew in madrasah two years ago, had her partial nude pictures taken with her boyfriend in public, posted on an unknown blog link and it spread like wildfire blown by a strong gust of wind. It was a rude shock. It was embarrasing. It was disgusting and downright awful. Everyone wad gathered outside her class, guarded by security, trying to get a glimpse of her. My god! What a shock it would be for my madrasah friends if they were to find out about this. Wonder what will happen to both of them . This should teach people to avoid blogging and posting pictures on the blog, even when privatized. What's surprising is the rate at which the thing spread ! Imagine in an hour almost the whole of the year ones in RP knew about it and have viewed not one but the whole collage of the pics! Well I'm just glad it wasn't me. What else will happen in my next few years in RP? Hmm ...
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You know it hurts to think that some people may just move on with life and forget you. And you feel scared knowing that you would rather prefer holding on to the memories and the past where everything seems just fine ( it's called sameness). But then again, advancements in technology means that you'd have to upgrade yourself, snip off the wilting part of your life to take the risk of possibly having a better life. And just when you are ready to do so, somebody from the past will just pop up and say," Hey! We haven't met in a long time. Let's meet up! You plan and I'll ( or in this context) /we'll be there. Just name the time and place!"
So, you'd get all hyped up and searched for places and planned on the end with some of the rest, who actually put their hearts and soul into it, but when the time comes, you'd just be served a cold plate of silence. And it happens, again. And, again. And, again. Eventually, you give up, lose hope and hope everything blows over and you can pick up the crushed pieces and try to mould them into something better. But it never seems to fit together perfectly, never. It doesn't seem logical that the same pieces of a broken heart cannot be fixed back but when we apply atomism to it, we realise there are some parts missing and even though it seems fine as a whole, nothing can ever be similar again.
Well, it is going to sound cliche but nobody ever said friendship, relationships and family was going to be easy. We'd have to strive for it to catch them when the go astray and net them together in a tight bundle and secure them down with a lock.
- Mood:
blank - Music:Fan spinning ......
HAAHAHAHAAAAAHA!
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:Monster - Lady Gaga
All right. I have decided I am going to post all of my most beautiful, meaningful and in-depth meaning post today. I don't know why I have been so deep in thought about life ever since Semester 2. Haiz Maybe it's true that some people can just grow up someday. So here are all the lame, funny stupid , meaningful, enchanting, useful, boring, simply great tags I had on Facebook. hahahhaha. With the picture on top to create the mystique effect?! hahahahahha
The point of looking to the future is for a better life. The point of remembering the past is to preserve sweet memories. The present for? The point of living in the present moment is to realise how stupid one was and be realistic that the life one had dreamed of may just not happen. (Spoiler seh)
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- Mood:
thoughtful
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Better In Time - Leona Lewis
I think of myself sometimes.
Why I can't be like the others? Why I have the urge to always defend others? Help others? Why I always have to give in? Why I am always the one doing things to make others happy? Was it for self-satisfaction? Was it to win other's favour?
I don't suck up to people. I don't think of my own needs.
I believe at times. But then again, that feeling comes and goes, like the rain and the clouds of grey. Fades with every storm and with each passing I weather against it. Make sure I strengthen myself. Learn from all my pasts mistakes and prevent anything from getting through the High Wall. I don't understand.
Why I don't say shut up! to the people who come to me for help? Why do I empathize with other people? Why are there times when I should just say goodbye? Why am I feeling further apart from people I seemed very close to? Why I am even posting these many unanswerable questions here? Why am I feeling self-piety?
I don't understand. I don't intend to know.
- Mood: blah
- Music:.... Silence ....
- Mood:
crazy
The trip home from school was interesting. I went home with Red Cheeks and talked and we chatted about all kinds of things all the way till she alighted. Imagine that ! In 169 from RP to Yishun. In 39 from Yishun all the way to Pasir Ris. It was enlightening for me to relief things that had past or are clogged up in my system. Apparently, maybe that's the reason why I had stomachaches and crankiness. LAWLS. Anihoos, I'd be going with her again tomorrow since I gotta train myself to get out at that time since Shaie Alexia Elizaveta Sidorov Varanese Richi has confirmed that her paart of her family will be moving to Khashun/Yithib ( No it's not another country! It's Singapura lah!) Figure it out yourself. Ouh wells. I can't wait. :(
Today's RJ just had me thinking of all the times that I had gone to these renamed places to buy Provisions and Kitchen appliances to cook delicious tempting meals just for my lovely family and friends. A shame that media nowadays can always be the make or break of anyone or anything. That is as such.
Question : Provide one example (any retail shop or service centre) to evaluate applying the “Service Dimensions” to explain your expectations why the service provider failed or achieved to satisfy you in terms of service quality.
Answer : One example of a good service provider that has, to me, failed to make the mark through the "service dimensions" is UTNC. It has had advertisements on television boasting of it's highly friendly and helpful staff that are forever there to help and guide the customers through the supermarket. It has most unsatisfactorily disappointed the public.
This I have assessed based on what I have seen and heard on my own and against the "service dimensions".
Out of the five points, it has failed to score on two factors. They are reliability and assurance that are highly co-related. Through reliability, the customer will not be able to be satisfied or pleased with the lack of help that would be offered to them as per UTNC's advertisements. The advertisement, apart from being an attraction for more customers, is also viewed as promise made to the customers oif they do come to patronise NTUC. However, most, if not all, would be thoroughly disappointed with the lack of help being offered to those in need.
This will then lead to the low level of assurance measured by the customers due to lack of satisfaction and broken "promises". Hence, they would lose thier customers.
Other retail shops or service providers that are also in the same category would be Store Coldage and Xieng Hiong. Having released similar kinds of advertisements, these three companies have failed to manage or potray the high level of reliability and assurance as shown in the advertisement as in real life. Apparently, the advertisement is just a facade and a cheap trick to increase sales rather than the truth. Sometimes, people do wonder why fishmongers, vegetable sellers and meat sellers have so much business in a smelly, wet market? It is simply because ,despite the location, the stallholders are polite, friendly and are happy to assist you anytime despite how busy they are, to thier best abilities eventhough it maybe just an act.
Peace no war,
Ok Peeps. Tomorrow is Entrepreneurship and I have to wear formal. Oh GOODNESS GRACIOUS ! I'm off to Iron clothes. Get real everyone should be independant these days! :) Adios Amigos!
- Location:Dining Table
- Mood: bitchy
- Music:The sound of fan spinning
Well, I don't think I'll ever experience true love. Yes, god has made a perfect match for each human being. And yet I've not seen it. I know the feeling, I've got the feeling and yet it's impossible to acknowlege. I'd rather have it locked up in an endless tunnel. Throw it into a bottomless pit. Leave it to wonder in the infinty of space. I'd rather be alone.
Then again, I've told myself I'm not going to get involved until the point I am financially stable. Until I'm sure I've satisfied my parents and played my fair share of being a child to them. Paying back the infinite debt to my parents for giving me a privileged, sheltered life. And yet, I know I'm lacking in alot of experiences. I'd rather be alone.
Years, of helping and advising people left me scarred and tattered in dilemmas. Seeing your loved ones crumble under the weight of stress and confusion of relationships left an effect on me. It's not a cool thing. It's a horrendous experience. One I'd not repeat. I'd rather be alone.
I'd rather be alone. But I know I won't always me. God blessed me with reliable friends. Close friends. Lots of friends whom I'd gladly protect from the harsh realities of this world. I know people thing I may be to serious at times. But experiences has taught me well. Facts and truth will penetrate every wall that has been put up. I'd rather be alone.
- Mood:
calm
Question : Write a story to explain your personality.
My Answer:
As the Sun rises, all the lands was awashed in the flood of light that was unleashed. The people in the village seeing the Sun rising rose too, with a hope of a new, fun and enjoyable day to pursue whatever thier hearts desire. Some would like to sun bathe, plant crops, play in the fields and yet all with a vigour inspired by the brightness of the light being shone down on them. Laughter, smiles and joyous greeting were distributed heartily to each other. But then, dark clouds gathered and blocked off the Sun, pouring heavy rain, dampening the people's spirits. As they headed back inside their homes, the people thought of other things to be done to occupy their time as they wait for the Sun to shine down on them once more. They managed to have fun indoors albeit the Sun not pouring it's abundant warmth on them but all the energy and spunk that were in them moments ago, whilst happily frolicking in the Sun, were no more.
I hope that this is a simple story in explaining what my personality is like and I won't need to explain it, right?
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- Location:Home
- Mood: chipper
OK peeps, I had a marvellously wonderful day today. Soooo much hype from all the happenings of today. Lets start all the way back then..... Once upon a time far far away in the southern province of Bagedil. Che che perasaan Moses Lim konon. HAHA. OK I'm like super hype because it's FINALLY Wani's 17th birthday seh. And I got to celebrate it somewhat with her. I mean in the morning Farah dragged me and Raz across the Lawn to W1. SO i was like, " Eh? Wani's at W1 block?" but NOOO apparently she was taking the looong way. So we met two of Wani's previous Sem's classmate, Sofeeyah and Humairah. And we kecoh2 carried the cake bedecked with candles-that-kept-extinguishing-due-to-t
And and and. I went out with Farah and Aida to BPP and ate @ Mac's to past the time since we, Farah and me, were suppose to meet the rest at Pizza Hut @ Lucky Plaza . Farah almost made Wani merajuk and wanna go home seh. But to make the REAL SURPRISE PLAN go through, it must be done lah seh.
Well of course Wani Is damn shocked seeing me an Farah an Sajeeda there. Then we chatted extravagantly, even though the food was infront of us. Then we like ordered a mini chocolate cake for her and told the waiter that at our signal *aper sajer look* send it to Wani and wish her Happy Birthday!!! Apparently, he went to a much much more better extent ah seh. No wonder he was giving me that cheeky smile when I looked at him ( trying to signal ah WHERE IS THE FREAKIN" CAKE!?) . Then when we about to eat the pizzas, the light dimmed. And and and ... a Happy Birthday Song came on a deep baritone voice and the waiter sent the cake lah. Alll attention were on us seh malu nak mampos. hahah. well we joked alot and bobal mepek. And I think I'm too kasar with Farah( sorry eh my dear). Abih part nak bayar aseksa betul satu satu. Im not cheating u gurls punye feelings or money seh. U all nak order xtra contribute ah. Sorry reality check!
- Mood: excited
Well I don't know with the collapse of my BLOGSPOT people are unable to read my stories that I created from scratch yes all my trademark. So I decided to put them in here :) This story's title is SERIKANDI KESUMA. Serikandi simply bermaksud pahlawan wanita or a female warrior. And Kesuma is a beatiful lady, however, I'm not literally taking the meaning beautiful as beautiful. I'm referrring to the beautiful woman inside of each female human. Enjoy .....
Mak Munah duduk di verandah rumahnya sambil menikmati angin petang yang kadangkala mengalunkan sekali gelak ketawa cucu – cucu jirannya. Setitis mutiara mengalir turun pipi Mak Munah, melembapkan kulitnya yang sudah berkedut dimamah usia. Album gambar yang terletak di bangku berdekatannya dicapai dengan tangannya yang kasar akibat bertahun lamanya berhempas – pulas bekerja untuk membiayai kehidupannya dan anak – anaknya. Perlahan – lahan satu – persatu wajah di dalam album itu ditatapnya, dari yang hitam dan putih, sepia dan juga berwarna – warni. Tanpa disedari, setitis lagi airmata jernih rebah menyembah bumi. Apabila dia tidak lagi dapat menahan keperitan yang mencengkam hatinya, dia menutup album itu, berdiri dan mengesat kering pipinya. Ditenungnya matahari yang sudah hampir ditelan oleh bukit – bukau buat kali terakhir dan dengan langkah yang kecil dan perlahan, Mak Munah memasuk rumahnya untuk ke bilik air. Belum sempat dia menjejakkan kaki kedalam ruang tamunya, terdengar suara yang sering didengarinya sejak kebelakangan ini. Mak Munah merebahkan badannya yang lemah itu ke sebuah kerusi lusuh berdekatannya.
“ Assalamualaikum ! Mak Munah ! Oh , Mak Munah ! “
“ Ya, Aini. Walaikumsalam, Mak Munah kat atas, masuklah ! “
Aini pun melepaskan seliparnya dan memasuk rumah jirannya itu. Bungkusan yang masih panas itu diletak diatas meja rendah di ruang tamu rumah itu. Pandangannya kemudian dialihkan tepat pada muka jirannya itu. Disalam tangan dan dikucup pipi wanita tua itu, kelihatan bahawa wanita itu tercungap – cungap menarik dan menghembuskan nafas bagaikan ikan yang dikeluarkan daripada air.
“ Mak Munah baikkah? Itulah, Aini cakap kalau hendak buat apa – apa panggil Aini dulu. Ini tidak, Mak Munah ni tak boleh duduk diamlah, kalau terjadi sesuatu macam mana?.. ,” leternya panjang lebar.
“ Alah, Aini. Mak Munah hendak ke bilik air hendak angkat air sembahyang, lepas itu tunggu untuk azan waktu Maghrib. Takkan itu pun tidak boleh Aini? ,” keluh Mak Munah.
“ Iyalah, kalau ya pun, panggillah Aini atau suruh budak – budak tu tolong papah Mak Munah pergi bilik air. Lantai itu licin, nanti kalau tersungkur, parah Mak Munah. Sudah, Mak Munah makan dahulu, nanti Aini tolong Mak Munah ke bilik air.”
Aini menghulurkan tangannya yang agak berisi tapi lembut itu dan ia disambut oleh tangan Mak Munah yang kasar dan berkedut. Digenggam erat bahu Mak Munah dan perlahan – lahan dipapahnya ke meja makan tua berdekatan dengan tempat duduk Mak Munah sebentar tadi. Sebaik sahaja Mak Munah duduk, terdengar seorang memberi salam di luar.
“Assalamualaikum. Aini? Kak Long?”
Dijawab salam itu oleh Mak Munah dan Aini. Wanita di luar itu pun memasuki rumah Mak Munah dan terus melangkah ke arah Aini dan Mak Munah. Sementara Aini menyajikan hidangan yang dibawa tadi, wanita itu menyalam dan mengucup pipi Mak Munah.
“ Kak Long sihat? Maaflah hari ini Leha lambat sikit masak. Tadi anak – anak Aini dan Samad itu nakal sangat. Tak mahu mandi.”
“ Tidak apalah Leha. Dah bagus anak – anak dan cucu – cucu kau duduk dengan kau. Lagipun, akak tak kisah sangat Leha. Kalau tak kerana engkau dan Aini, agaknya aku dah lama …”
“ Ish, Kak Long ni. Leha tak sukalah Kak Long cakap macam itu. Ini, Leha masak kuah Lemak Siput Sedut dengan Sayur Kangkong Goreng Belacan. Kak makan dulu, Leha nak ke dapur hendak jerang air untuk Kak Long mandi nanti.”
Mak Munah terbaring di atas katilnya sambil kedua matanya terpacak ke dinding rumahnya. Kelihatan dua ekor cicak bermain kejar – kejaran. Mak Munah berasa cemburu atas kelincahan kedua cicak itu. Usianya yang semakin meningkat itu telah meragut kelincahannya yang dahulunya telah membolehkan dia membuat segala macam kerja untuk membiayai hidupnya bersama anak – anaknya. Kelincahan waktu itu, walaupun dia sudah berusia empat puluh tahun, telah berhasil mendapatkan wang buat pendidikan kesemua lima anak – anaknya. Dia puas melihat setiap satu anak – anaknya berjaya dalam hidup mereka. Lebih – lebih lagi anak sulungnya, Zainol, yang bertugas sebagai seorang ketua jurutera di Lapangan Terbang Kuala Lumpur (KLIA). Mak Munah menoleh pandangannya kepada sekeping gambar yang terletak di atas meja kecil bersebelahan dengan katilnya. Sebutir krystal jernih mengalir turun pipinya.
“ Maimunah, Abang rasa, hayat Abang di dunia ni sudah tak lama lagi. Abang amanahkan kau untuk menjaga anak – anak kita. Gunalah cara apapun untuk mendapatkan rezeki yang halal untuk membesarkan mereka, untuk memberikan mereka pelajaran. Pastikan mereka dapat pendidikan yang seimbang untuk dunia dan akhirat. Munah, janji ya ? Munah akan tunaikan permintaan Abang ini?”
Mak Munah ingat lagi amanat suaminya itu. Pada usia semuda tiga puluh lima tahun, Halim Bin Jais, telah meninggalkan isteri kesayangan serta keluarganya untuk menyahut panggilan Ilahi. Pemergiannya hampir membuat Mak Munah hilang siuman. Namun , janjinya terhadap suaminya itu telah membuat Mak Munah cekalkan hati dan berusaha untuk kotakannya. Mak Munah tidak mahu digelar isteri derhaka kelak kerana tidak menunaikan permintaan mendiang suaminya.
“ Abang, Munah telah kotakan janji Munah. Kesemua anak – anak kita berjaya. Zainol bertugas sebagai ketua jurutera di KLIA. Abdullah bekerja dengan pihak Tenaga Nasional. Syamsiah bertugas sebagai penyelia di sebuah kilang elektronik. Mahmud kerja sebagai teknisyen dengan kilang minyak Petronas dan Rahimah, akauntan di sebuah firma guaman yang terkemuka di Wilayah Persekutuan. Munah dah kotakan janji Munah kepada Abang. Tak lama lagi Munah harap Munah dapat bersama Abang.”
Airmata deras mengalir turun pipi Mak Munah yang berkedut itu. Kesedihan yang mencengkam hatinya sesekali membuat nafasnya tersekat – sekat kerana terlalu hiba. Mak Munah sedar bahawa dia sudah terlalu tua dan lemah untuk melakukan apa – apa kerja mahupun menjaga dirinya dengan baik. Dia bukannya perlukan wang dan kekayaan. Itu bukanlah balasan yang dia mahukan daripada anak – anaknya. Dia perlukan kasih sayang dan mahukan anak – anaknya bersama keluarga mereka berdekatan dengannya. Sama seperti seorang bayi yang baru lahir, ia perlukan kasih sayang dan pertolongan ibubapanya untuk membesar dengan sihat, begitulah juga dia.
“ Uhuk…uhuk… Ya Allah, kau ampunilah dosa anak – anakku, sesungguhnya mereka terlalu sibuk dengan kerjaya masing – masing sehingga terpaksa mengabaikan ibu mereka ini. Ia bukan salah mereka…Uhuk…uhuk…”
Batuknya yang semakin menjadi membuat Mak Munah cuba mencapai segelas air kosong yang sepatutnya ditinggalkan Aini sebelum dia dan ibunya, Leha, pulang ke rumah mereka. Mak Munah dengan perlahan, cuba membangunkan dirinya yang kebuyutan. Selepas tiga kali kecundang, dia berjaya berdiri akhirnya. Dengan perlahan juga dia berdiri menghauskan kudrat tuanya dan mula mengorak langkah satu – persatu ke dapur. Tembok kayu rumahnya digunakan sebagai sandaran supaya dia dapat mengambil langkah demi langkah.
“ Ya Allah! “
“ Assalamualaikum! Mak Munah! “
Hanya kesepian yang menjawab salam itu. Keheningan pagi itu, ditambah pula dengan angin yang bertiup ugahari kencangnya, membuat Aini berasa gelisah. Dengan perlahan Aini menaiki tangga pondok usang itu, daun pintu pondok itu dikuaknya selebar - lebarnya.
Kreeeeeek…
“ Mak Munah? Eh, mana orang tua ni pergi?”
Aini perlahan – lahan berjalan ke arah pintu bilik Mak Munah yang ternganga. Lantai papan dibawah Aini berbunyi dengan setiap langkah yang diambilnya. Bunyinya seolah – olah semakin kuat semakin Aini mendekati bilik Mak Munah. Pintu bilik Mak Munah ditolaknya buka dengan kuat.
“ Oh mak kau pocot terpocot pocot! Ya Allah ! Eh, Mak Munah ! Mak Munah ! “
Aini dengan pantas mengangkat kepala Mak Munah yang terbujur dilantai berdekatan dengan pintu. Aini terasa sesuatu yang melekit di belakang kepala Mak Munah. Dilihat darah merah pekat berlumuran ditangannya. Hampir pengsan Aini melihatnya, namun, dia tarpaksa mencekalkan hati dan mengangkat tubuh kering itu dan meletaknya diatas katilnya. Badan yang hampir sejuk itu di tutup dengan berhelai – helai kain batik yang sudah luntur warnanya dari almari Mak Munah supaya dapat hangat kembali. Lantas, dia lari ke pangkin rumah apabila dia terdengar deruman motor yang kuat.
“ Zaki, kau balik, kau bilang mak suruh datang sini cepat ! Lepas tu kau pergi rumah penghulu dengan pak imam. Cakap kat dorang Mak Munah terjatuh. Aku tak rasa dia boleh tahan lama !”
Pengalaman pahit dan perit apabila kehilangan ayah, anak dan suaminya sendiri membuatnya lebih berpengalaman dalam soal – soal sebegini. Airmata deras menuruni lengkuk – lengkuk pipinya yang gebu. Aini masuk kembali untuk membersihkan bilik serta kepala Mak Munah yang berdarah itu. Dengan tersedu – sedu, Aini terus ke dapur untuk menjerang air bagi membersihkan kepala Mak Munah. Hatinya berbisik bahawa wanita yang seakan – akan ibu keduanya itu sudah tidak akan menderita lagi.
“ Eh, Senah. Hari tu aku nampak Si Aini, anak Mak Long Leha, …”
“ Ha apa dia ? Apa Si Aini tu buat ? “
“ Nantilah ! Belum sempat aku bilang kau dah menyampuk ! Begini, aku nampak dia pergi rumah arwah Mak Munah …”
“ Alah kau ni, Piah, biasa aje aku tengok Si Aini pergi rumah Mak Munah tu. Dah memang kerja dia setiap hari bersihkan rumah arwah tu sejak arwah masih hidup sampai sekarang ni dah dua bulan lepas arwah meninggal dunia. “
“ Tapi dia bawa makanan, aku nampak dengan mata kepala aku sendiri tau ! Dah tak betul agaknya budak tu ! “
Ngiau.
“ Alahai eh lembu betina mengiau alah ngiau ! Hish ! Kucing ni ! Dah Senah cepat jalan. Ngeri aku dibuatnya. Nanti balik dari pekan, tak usah kita jalan lalu rumah Mak Munah. Nanti malam mengigau aku. Ayuh ! ”
Dari celah – celah papan dinding rumah usang itu, sepasang mata menyaksikan telatah kedua makcik kaki mengumpat itu. Sambil ketawa keseorangan, dia mengikuti pergerakan kedua perempuan separuh usia itu berjalan dengan pantas ke arah pekan yang terletak hampir setengah batu lagi.
“ Hah ? Apa mak? Mak nak makan ? Hehe … kejap eh, nanti Aini tu datang hantar. Ahahah … Mak, mak bangunlah nanti mak dengan Zainol makan sama. Mak bangunlah ! Hahahhaha …”
~ Tamat ~
“ Seorang lelaki telah bertanya kepada Rasulullah s.a.w.: ‘ Siapakah orang yang paling berhak aku berbakti kepadanya ? ‘ Rasulullah s.a.w, menjawab : ‘ Ibumu. ‘ Dia bertanya kembali: ‘ Kemudian siapa lagi ? ‘ Rasulullah s.a.w. menjawab: ‘ Ibumu. ‘ Dia bertanya lagi: ‘ Kemudian siapa lagi ? ‘ Rasulullah s.a.w. menjawab: ‘ Ibumu . ‘ Dia bertanya lagi : ‘ Kemudian siapa lagi ? ‘ Rasululah menjawab : ‘ Ayahmu. ‘ . “
( Hadith riwayat Imam Bukhari dan Imam Muslim)
Nanti ah pelan-pelan upload satu-persatu! hahah
- Mood:accomplished
I went out with Ramadhan ( Raz / Dhannie / Pheonix) which ever he prefers, and we blabbered of course, reminiscing about the times we were really kiddies, bitching about those we had back then and such. I didnt know he had been through a lot of hardship. Well we had been practically cut off by irresponsible insensitive parents. And yet if god deems it fit for us to be good mayhap bestest of friends, well it has been tested by time hahah. Yet we get along like we have been meeting every single second of the last missing 9 years. Well it just proves true friendships stand the test of time and also whether we come from a spoilt or "normal" family, We all have hardships to tell. Only different ones.
Well, I think I am getting along much much well with Marissa. A fun but silly yet very sweet girl. Hmm.... she reminds me a lot about Humairah, same body built, height and long frizzzae hair and also character! maybe I should introduce them to each other. :) Having a blast of time in school currently as I forge more friendships hopefully that can last. Although I don't know if that Min(Aminnudin) can get along with me. I mean people maybe smiling but always have different thoughts and feelings in thier hearts and minds. Come on we all have been through that. Sheesh! Anihoos, yeah we're totally diff jenis but hopefully we can get along.
Well talking about jenis, Why do people keep confusing me with being GAY?! I'm not ok! I'm FREAKIN" STRAIGHT! I have feelings for Females. But of course I know how very very well to hide it. Haha. I just like to be friends with everyone for now! No relationships STRICTLY!
FOOD?!: And and and I feel like a gloat today! I had 3 curry puffs, two hotdog rolls and a tin of Chryanthemum Tea for breakfast, and a packet of Van Houten Hazelnut chocolates, and another box of mint chocolate and a bottle of Ice Lemon tea, then I had lunch soon after; a whole plate of Nasi Goreng Ayam and bottle of plain water. And then I went out with Farah soon after that and we ate at Bawah Tanah foodcourt @ Northpoint, a plate of White fried carrot cakes and uh .... Teh peng and half of the two popiah rolls I ordered. OMG! And now I'm hungry again. The juicy pieces of barbequed chicken waiting for me in the toaster. Urgh! ok im so gonna eat again. Such a Pig ! haha. Well apparently I went on a shopping spree with farah, Uh I bought a cap, two shirts and a shorts , by which when I paid the shorts were given to me free as part of their promotion haha, and and and a pair of SPECS! haha finally a new specs!, the Specky man drove a hard bargain. He asked for $125, but he said he is willing to give me a huge discount if i confirm make today. SO, I tawar to $90, but he said cannot and named me $105, so I said simply $100 please! hahahah! and got it. He said he's gonna try to siap it by tmrw. Which I doubt. And Farah free loader siol! She got new balancers, the thingys to balance your specs on your nose by the specky man bcse I did it! haha sooo kekek. And all this When I was suppose to buy present for WANI! shame on me. boohoo! NVM I'm gonna buy for her a nice nice nice lovely cake :) Well it wasn't only me. Farah had wanted to shop but she left her card at home and brought only $20 for food and a pair of contacts. hmm. Best jugak eh kalau tahu where to find the cheap cheap things.
Ouh then then then, I got home and as usual bising2. not at me lah! I didn't do anything wrong except I forgot today malam Jumaat. Kena Ngaji haha. And the RJ question was; Choose one of two for reflection: [1] Are you an asset or liability? Evaluate yourself. [2] What type of business structure describes your team today? Evaluate.
I chose one of course, and wrote this. Sumpah kalau orang lain baca fed up seh!
I strongly believe that I am an asset to the group. I
surely do have a different mindset, views and thinking
from others on different matters. Every group requires
a Devil's Advocate in the group to prevent Groupthink
to persuade or warrant further questioning on
inquiries to the suggestions and ideas raised. This is
to ensure that the ideas and suggestions raised are
the best approach to solve the problems faced. Than
can the group be able to advance in thinking and
brainstorming together and reap better
outcomes/products. Hence, I do believe I am an asset
to the group.
Secondly, I have been using the computer ever since I
was at a very young age. This has me at an advance
above the others as I do know how to operate the
different kinds of programmes needed to present the
solution to our problems. This is in reference of
course to the Microsoft Powerpoint software. I do have
a knack to make the Powerpoint more attractive or have
the backgrounds reliable to the topic of discussion.
There are things that others cannot do and that has
been proven in the previous semster whereby my
classmates had asked me to teach them how to do
animations, insert sounds and also create hyperlinks
for their powerpoint presentations. Hence, with this
advantage, I am able to create a masterpiece of
presentation to please the audience. Therefore, again
I reiterate that I am an asset to the group.
Next, I'd like to point out that I am naturally a
bubbly, friendly and positive person(most of the
times) ,although I do have the balance of being
logical. This allows me to be the Devil's Advocate of
any group as it would not raise conflicts since I'd be
raising the different points in a more sincere and
friendly manner without a defensive tone. Apart from
that, the group for the day will not be bored as they
would have someone to perk them up and have fun with
turning the normally dry and mind-draining discussions
exciting! I also like to think of myself as an
encourager, a gentle pusher for teammates to want to
do their best in completing the task at hand. Hence,
once again I do believe that I would be an asset for
the group, in fact, any group I will be in.
However, I have a weakness. I take a while to think
things over and in making decisions or understand
concepts of the modules ESPECIALLY if there is
anything to do with MATHEMATICS. But then again, with
the few out of many perks that I have stated above,
one weakness can easily be overcome, right? :)
P.S: If I do sound proud or too full of myself, I
apologise. It's what you had asked me to do. Evaluate
myself either as an asset or liability, hence, I've
chosen otherwise. :)
Haha ok whatever, Sesungguh nya I am very hungry. And and and I've been eyeing to start a new cerpen. hmm ... biler seh.
- Location:Home
- Mood: chipper
- Music:Lady GaGa
Well Today, I woke up to a bright Sunny day.... which was suddenly spoilt by the ever nagging mother (though loving). It's sucky when I've planned to go out with other people and yeah ok she was fine with it but at the last moment always there's something wrong. Urgh. Whatever I just simply finished what I was required to do and hauled my ass outta home.
I met with Haziqah at about 2.45pm, to go buy Faris present since I just figured out what to buy for him. Haha. From Body shop. I didn't know they sold perfume for Men, so i guess buying Hugo Boss would no longer be a good idea. Body Shop here I come >.< After that we just dawdled around Tampines until we got tired and went back to Whitesands Library to chill before meeting the others at 5pm.
Setting a time proved to be a failure. Once again the guys were late by at least 50 minutes. Oh man , Humairah couldn't make it. ..... well im tired of typing I'll upload the pics and let them do the talking when Haziqah uploads them >.<
- Mood:
crappy
in case anyone's wondering it's : if you have my msn, facebook or anithin, then ask me. im sooo not gonna reveal it here...
- Mood: lazy
I just seriously think that there is no use even if a person is rich or poor, we still will need to work or do something. Just look at the Cognitive Thinking UT coming up tomorrow. I have to study for it. I mean we've all been exposed to this years ago but than it just gets tired. huh.... I'm pooped. Just can't believe this will be a repeated experience constantly.
- Mood: crappy
Well aniwaes we trained to Orchard and met Kak Ina and Abang Hidzam.( Too bad Wani and Fidah couldn't follow) Aniwaes, Abg H was like totally rubbing his tummy (hungry hungry) haha, so we went straight to Far East Plaza to eat at this Chinese muslim restaurant (Cahaya) which was soo delicious but then again that's my opinion. And then ... SHOPPING wahaha
We were like browsing and browsing until hey hey... a perfume shop! 50% discounts; we went crazy I tell you. I ended up buying a bottle of Hugo Boss perfume costing $54 but its retail/original price was $108 (OMG) now isn't that just fun. I also bought a bag costing $69.95 but its a good price after I brought it down to $60.90 haha. Its for school so I don't mind. Then me and my cuzzies went off different ways at 3.00pm since Kak Ina and Abg H wanted to go watch Transformers at Dhoby Ghaut Shaw or GV. So me and Kak Nani went to buy Nasi Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza cse she wanted to belanja the whole family and then made a detour to Wisma Atrium via an underpass frm Lucky Plaza to Takashimaya/Ngee Ann City where I stopped at Cotton On shop to get something for school and I did! a Marvellous lovely white T -shirt I'm soo wearing to school on Thursday when it reopens. Hehe. At this point Kak Nani got a message from her Kak Titi, "You guysw better get over here the two blokes (her fiance and father) are getting on my nerves. Ahmad is not helping by agreeing with him". And we were like shit, So I said," Tell her a Fuming pair of chopsticks and a bursting Fishball are hurling ourselves back to defend her."haas.
Back home; It was havoc I tell you. tskevrything was a mess. And Kak Titi was fed up with Abang Ahmad since he didn't listen to her advice not once out of the 5 times they went to Novena. haha. And Kak Nani was Like don't ever tell your girl you cannot do something cause you will be paiseh when she can get it later on. That's what happened. Abg Ahmad was like we can't change the wardrobe after assembling it the delivery man said that. And guess what, Kak Titi went and called up Novena and requested and she got what she wanted. Aww, shame on you! DOn't you know not to mess with Kak Titi when she wants something. tsk. haha. Aniwaes, we went out to watch Shaw Brothers Balestier to watch Transformers! haha. Abg Ahmad paid for the tixs for the four of us while Kak Nani paid for the taxi fare there and I paid for the taxi fare back. The movie still give me the Jeepers Creepers hough I watched it before at home.
- Mood: cheerful
RP : Thursday ( about 18-20 mins ago) was the first day of the E-learning week for RP. Suddenly surprise! Damn. I'd rather go to school cause its much easier and I have my lovelies all around. Haiz. Its only one day and I miss them. hmm..It'll last till next Wednesday which will make me go craazy cause I don't understand how this E-learning works until just now. (I'm suppose to pretend that I log in to school and be in class online at 8.30am. by which, classes are conducted online. haha I promise to make it up to you Faci G) Shitty students. Can't you guys stay at home rather than incurring the wrath or the oink flu on the others. Now all the Year 1s can't be in school. But then again, if that had not happen I'd not have a lovely day today >.<
La Familia : I had a wonderful day catching up with some of the La Familia's. Finally, got to meet dearest Haziqah, dearest Sofia, dearest Humairah and dearest Irda(in order of meeting them). Haha. I first met with Haziqah ( she was 50 mins late! meeting time was 11.30am and she dragged it to 12pm. ok so I went back to my house to chill. Then I went out at exactly 2 mins to 12 so that i'll reach there on time but NO! Lil miss H is not there. haha) We went to buy her madrasah books at Wisma Indah. Then I found out she didn't P cause she didn't bangun for S. And she didn't tell her mother but Fie eventually figured it out. haha. Hon, there's nothing to be scared of haha. So, I decided to go to Tamp to search for a present to make it up to Hafiz cause it's officially his sweet 17th birthday today but I won't be able to make it to his party (maybe I will if I skip work but of course there are magnificent pros and horrible cons). But then I couldn't so me and Haziqah went to makan first >.< at Century Square with a partly delicious/satisfying lunch of western food before embarking on a bit of an unsuccesful shopping trip( I mean how do you search for something for someone who has almost practically everything he wants except a brother hmph) before (bang wham smash boom) Haziqah told me that Humairah had an idea to make a big big birthday card for him. So, we went straight to Popular and got the essential items and I paid for them( yay! I did theoritically got him a present. whew!). Then Haziqah went to print the pics to be pasted on them while I just snuck over to the marvellous Famous Amos shop following that heavenly smell of the cookies and snitch a bag of Chocolate Chip and Pecan cookies (of course paid sheesh). The pics were from the other two La Familia outings I went the picnic and the bugis outing. Then we went back to Haziqah house (meeting Fie under H blk) to asemble the puzzle. It was somewhat a success after 3 hours of talking chatting and reminiscing about our childhood days (this was of course joined by Humairah and Irda later on). Haziqah brought out this old old book from our primary school days that had this collection of biodata, favs, addresses, thoughts and notes from our primary school friends all compiled. OMG! we went bonkers looking at it. HAHA! cute lil poems and crushes of the childhood days. hmmmsss... AND THE FRIED BEE HOON WAS DELICIOUS! Bugger haziqah's abang telling lies to Haziqah's mom. sheesh! Anyways, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HAFIZ! Wish that every year would keep La Familia together so that we can get the children of La Familia (excluding mine if I ever get married) to be best friends with each other.
Family : Mom Dad Aqil and Mirrah hasn't been home for like almost two weeks. Been in JB house, repainting and refurbishing it. I miss them sooo much :( But it's ok cause after 12 long years the JB house finally looks like an inhabited comfortable house haha. A house that will look similar to our house here Yay! :) Abang is having a nice time entertaining himself all alone in this big house. haha. poor him going crazy >.< if you know what i mean. haha
Polykids : It's been a long time since we last met. What happened?? When's the next meeting?? I soo miss you guys.
Thing looking out for the rest of this week :
1) GOING SHOPPING with Kak Nani, Kak Ina and Fidah (Wani couldnt make it got some volunteer thingy (Sat)
2) GOING WORK ( I dunno work is just sooo tiring but sooo much fun haha)
3) GOING MADRASAH with Haziqah ( you better go)
4) GOING to meet my family (soon hoping)
ok gonna rest, I'll have to log in to LEO at 8.30am sharp. dooootsss
- Mood: mellow
just to question: nothing will ever come between us? true? i dont think so.... maybe maybe not looking forward to it.
But then again, these are the people that will back you up, share your tears of joy and laughter. Some maybe strangers at some point , grow to be someone you know and adore, then drift again. But the impact in your life is permanent and unforgettable.
Oh just wishing for those happy carefree days to return again ...............
- Mood: crappy
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